The past month and a half have been a time of change. Believe me when I say that I HATE change, yet I embrace it and eventually enjoy it. Haha!! I have never liked change and as I grew older that did not change...
Sometimes I wish that I was 5years old and not have to be an adult. Life was so much simpler then. Who didn't love watching cartoons on Saturday and coloring outside the lines? Although adult life is treating me well, I don't want to grow up.
My best friend, Maggie, and I have separated ways. Don't freak out we are still friends; just not roommates anymore. I strongly disliked this change, but it was bound to happen sooner or later. I was told that I can't live with Maggie forever...haha! I said, "Why not?" :) Honestly it needed to happen and everyone needs to separate us because we are TWO different people. We both want to get married and have a family. She just might beat me to it. I am happy that she has a boyfriend...it just makes things different. In my fantasy world we would both be dating at the same time and experiencing that life together. Spilling about the fun dates we had with him and how we fight about this or that yet we still like each other. Sigh. Change...I hate you.
I have had so many emotions it's insane. Ultimately I am happy and gladly embrace the change. I have had the awesome opportunity to dance with RockHarbor and their amazing dance ministry!! I was so happy to have something that I enjoy and love come together. I danced with them for Christmas and now it was time for Easter. Seriously I don't know what I would do without them/dance. Praising God and worshiping through dance is one of my favorite things to do! I am thankful that the Lord blessed me with the opportunity as well as gave me something else to focus on.
Moving day was March 31st and although it was way harder than I had anticipated, it was here and gone before I knew it. I am thankful for all of my friends that have been there for me. I am thankful that the Lord has blessed me in spite of my resist to change. I appreciate all that He has done & eagerly await what He has in store for me!! *Phil. 4:13*
